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September 2026 · on picking a path

Clarity comes from starting

After school, everyone seemed to know what they were doing next. College, a course, an exam. I didn't.

I thought I needed to figure out what I wanted first, and then start. So I waited. I read, watched videos and made lists.

None of it made anything clearer.

What actually helped was doing small things and noticing how they felt.

Designing for a real client told me I like solving problems for people. Posting reels told me I care more about ideas than tools. None of that came from thinking about it.

I still don't have it all figured out. But I've stopped waiting to.